Wednesday 10 June 2015
Lihle Mtshali's Dairy : Feelings
Lihle Mtshali's Dairy : Feelings: It’s easier said than done, I’ve said a whole lot of things that I didn’t even mean one bit, as a result it has hurt me and the ones clos...
Tuesday 9 June 2015
Hello Winter
Hello winter
Some of us have been waiting for you
Some of us hate you
Come let’s all ride with winter
Come grab on that heater
Let’s stay warm hold each other
Brother and sister like there’s no other
Let’s unite in this cold like never
The morning comes grab that jersey
I know I’m not going to New Jersey
I thank God I made it, it, it
Drink, drink, and drink that coffee
Come get a lil comfy
You know that I’m styling
I don’t understand why you dying
The evening comes grab a blanket
It’s time to put those dreams on the market
I thank God he blessed me me me
Abundantly, exceedingly above all I can ask for
Come pray with me today
You know it’s the right thing to do
hello rain, hello snow, shine!!!
Tuesday 12 May 2015
undone.. random thoughts
Absolute regardless of others feelings we always tend to
think we do what’s best and that it benefits others on contrary, we only do what’s
best for us, for our egos and definitely something that makes us feel good. I mean
who wouldn’t want to do something that pleases him/her. Are we really there for
each other? Are we really helping each other wholeheartedly when I say
wholeheartedly meaning helping someone without expecting something in return? That’s
just out of curiosity, they say curiosity killed the cat and perhaps
satisfaction brought it back to life. Today I will not talk about me but about
life in general. Now days you can’t even help your own daughter or son because of
greed, people are hungry, I mean hungry scavengers who are always ready to
attack, manipulate, corrupt the nation.
Thursday 23 April 2015
Memories can either make you or break you
I’ve always lived in my own shell with all my difficulties;
my pillows must be weary of my moans for they are the only one that knows my agony.
I pray to the uppermost God but feels like my prayers are being imprisoned
somewhere. I really want be a cool kid with no uncertainties. Existence just
gets harder and harder as you nurture. I really want to be happy but reality
hits me. You know at times I feel like taking my own being since happiness is
just hard to find, not a day goes by without me praying and trying but nought
happens. People recommend that I go consult I’m just afraid too.
I’ve done did a lot growing up, good things and bad, those
memories are not obliterated they there as evidence that hey! You once did
that. Memories can either make you or break. you choose. I reminisce a lot
about my life my past. The things I did and didn’t do. The should have and the shouldn’t
haves it’s confusing. If you dwell too much on your past you end up missing the
great things happening to you without even noticing it. It’s absurd because we
are not the same we don’t handle situations the same. We do it differently and
that either makes us lame or unique which ever one works for you.
Maybe I cared too much of others feelings and disregarded my
own. I remember there was a point in life where I had to decide, decide whether
it’s me or the other person, you can only guess what my conclusion was.
I don’t know if I’m living the life of regrets or what, I guess
at this point my memories are breaking me each and every single day. The love,
joy, sadness, and comparisons of how I think I should be today and I’m not
getting that. I’m filled with nothing with pity for myself and pure sadness. I miserably
failed myself. I cannot lie and say I’m happy. Others would be judgemental and
say I don’t appreciate life and the blessings. Others would see this pretty bubbly
lady and think she has no worries in the world. Dude I feel like I carry the
most burden in the whole wide world. Maybe I’m exaggerating a bit but hey it is
what it is.
You know like any other being when a new year twitches, we have
expectations and objectives that this year, is my year and I was quite positive
when the year started.
All I can say to conclude is that I’m not giving up I will continue
praying, continue pushing. Life is not a walk in a park you will go through
hell to get to heaven I guess. God will embarrass you and show the world who
you really are before blessing you. When it rains it pores.
Wednesday 22 April 2015
MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS WHAT IS FREEDOM?
Thembelihle Mtshali
I am highly disgusted by our brothers and sisters in South Africa.
I really don’t think this has anything to do with existence of foreigners in
South Africa, since black African men are assassinating other black African men,
not Indians, Chinese or whites. I sat down and thought about it. Why are you
brutally hurting each other? I really fail to understand how could you murder
and destroy innocent people? Those who are brave enough to take risks. Foreign
men are not afraid to build a mini shop opposite a very big and successful
supermarket and as far as leaving their home countries, their roots, their
family so they could provide and progress. It’s like history is repeating apartheid
times our great grandmothers and fathers were slayed for no virtuous purpose
and currently our fellow South African are doing the same and more especially
to their own race. What is wrong with black African society? They just don’t want
to see another black individual develop the spirit of wealth. Black Africans have
problems with each other they just can’t stand seeing another improving being fruitful.
They are lazy and being spoilt by their president. I won’t point fingers
because there’s absolutely no good reason for these xenophobic attacks, how do
you live with yourself? This spasm won’t make you any richer or get you that million
dollar job. This is absolute stupidity and it’s absurd. Attacking foreign owned
tuck shops and stealing their goods won’t make you any healthier. Typical black
men, who don’t want to wake up and be useful, see them in queues to play the
National lottery. Wake up O sleeper, rise from the dead and Christ will shine
on you.
I ask myself what is freedom. Who are we? Are WE not ONE?
This reminds me of Ubuntu! “umuntu ngumuntu ngabantu” but our brothers and sisters
have forgotten all about that. What example are we setting to the future generation?
Solving issues by war? Really? Come on South Africans STOP XENOPHOBIA and be
open to suggestions and not kill.
“DO TO OTHERS AS YOU WANT DONE TO YOU”
Tuesday 21 April 2015
MEMORIES
Wednesday 15 April 2015
Tuesday 14 April 2015
LIVE YOUR LIFE
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Monday 6 April 2015
Tuesday 3 March 2015
SHE IS A WOMAN
WHEN I LOOKED IN HER EYES, I SAW PAIN, THAT NO ONE OR MONEY CAN MAKE UP FOR. AS SHE WALKS HER FEETS SAY I'VE BEEN AROUND, BRUIZED, BROKEN, BURNT.. I FELL,BUT I WAS ABLE TO STAND BACK UP. SWAYING HER HIPS SIDE TO SIDE, AS IF NOTHING IS GOING ON, HER HEART IS OFF GOLD. IF IT WAS FOR HER EVERYONE ONE WOULD FIND HAPPINESS. BUT LIFE IS LIFE. THERES ONLY THAT MUCH YOU CAN DO. HER SMILE SAYS A LOT LIKE.. LOVE, PEACE, JOY, HAPINESS BUT SHE NEVER GOT NONE OF THESE. SHE IS A STRONG WOMAN AND SHE KNOWS IT, FEARLESS AND BRAVE, SHE TRUSTS BELEIVES THAT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS, DOES FOR A REASON.
SHE IS A WOMAN, A MOTHER, A SISTER, A TEACHER, HER OWN DOC
TOR AS SHE HEALS SO MANY WOUNDED NOT ONLY PHYSICALY BUT EMOTIONALY.
A WOMAN OF MANY TALENTS AS SHE COOKS, TIDY UP HER HOME, DANCES AND SINGS.
INSIDE HER THERES PAIN, TOO MANY BAD MEMORIES, SHE HAS FORGIVEN BUT NOT FORGOTTEN
THIS WOMAN LIVES, AND TAKE VERYDAY AS A BLESSING, APPRICIATES LIFE FOR SHE LIVES TODAY.
Tuesday 17 February 2015
CONFUSED
WHAT LEADS TO CONFUSION..
IT IS MOSTLY COMPARING, WE TEND TO COMPARE WHAT WE HAVE TO WHAT OTHERS HAVE, LIKE SOME PEOPLE CAN'T STAND TO SEE OTHERS WITH SOMETHING DIFFERENT TO THEIRS BUT OFCORSE DOCTORS WILL SAY ITS SOMETHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH HEALTH PROBLEMS OR ALCOHOL WHATEVER THE ISSUE MAY BE BUT I BEG TO DIFFER. IM NO PSYCHOLOGIST OR ANY FORM OF ANY PROFESION RELATED WITH FACTS TO WHAT CONFUSION IS I WANT TO STATE MY OPINION, AND MY OPINION IS THAT CONFUSION COMES FROM COMPARING WELL PARTIALLY JUST AS I MENSIONED EARLIER..WE SIMPLY COMPARE A LOT OKAY SOME OF US DO, WE KNOW WHAT WE WANT!!!!!WHAT WE LIKE!!!!! WHAT MAKES US SMILE!!!!! THAT THING THAT BRING OUT THE BEST IN US, YET WE CANNOT STAND TO SEE OTHERS TO HAVE SOMETHING BETTER THAN WHAT WE HAVE.
JUST TO SHARE TODAY I FEEL A BIT CONFUSED TOO, TO WHAT I ACTUALY WANT TO WRITE BUT IM NOT DEFINATELY COMPARING HAHAHA THIS DOESNT MAKE SENSE MAYBE ITS CONFUSION. MAYBE.
IT IS MOSTLY COMPARING, WE TEND TO COMPARE WHAT WE HAVE TO WHAT OTHERS HAVE, LIKE SOME PEOPLE CAN'T STAND TO SEE OTHERS WITH SOMETHING DIFFERENT TO THEIRS BUT OFCORSE DOCTORS WILL SAY ITS SOMETHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH HEALTH PROBLEMS OR ALCOHOL WHATEVER THE ISSUE MAY BE BUT I BEG TO DIFFER. IM NO PSYCHOLOGIST OR ANY FORM OF ANY PROFESION RELATED WITH FACTS TO WHAT CONFUSION IS I WANT TO STATE MY OPINION, AND MY OPINION IS THAT CONFUSION COMES FROM COMPARING WELL PARTIALLY JUST AS I MENSIONED EARLIER..WE SIMPLY COMPARE A LOT OKAY SOME OF US DO, WE KNOW WHAT WE WANT!!!!!WHAT WE LIKE!!!!! WHAT MAKES US SMILE!!!!! THAT THING THAT BRING OUT THE BEST IN US, YET WE CANNOT STAND TO SEE OTHERS TO HAVE SOMETHING BETTER THAN WHAT WE HAVE.
beautiful and beyond
We often hear people tell us we beautiful, some on the inside and the outside i want us to go into detail on what this word simply means, the urban dictionary explains: "Beautiful is a woman who has a distinctive personality, one who can laugh at anything, including themselves, who is especially kind and caring to others. She is a woman who above all else knows the value of having fun, and not taking life too seriously. She is a woman that you can trust and count on to brighten your day. She is a woman who can inexplicably make you feel really good just by being around her, and yet brings such great sadness when she is gone. She is a woman who I will never really get to know" i just totaly agree with this meaning.
women should be beautiful and beyond, we are all uniquely made and all are destined for different things. Beauty comes from within a person.. from their laugh, smile, the way they talk walk its deeper then i actualy thought. A beautiful person likes and attracts beautiful things.
amazing
beauty
hot
gorgeous
pretty
funny
smart
awesome
perfect
cute
love
sweet
girl
nice
loving
caring
kind
fun
intelligent
women should be beautiful and beyond, we are all uniquely made and all are destined for different things. Beauty comes from within a person.. from their laugh, smile, the way they talk walk its deeper then i actualy thought. A beautiful person likes and attracts beautiful things.
Friday 23 January 2015
Wednesday 14 January 2015
Monday 12 January 2015
Sunday 11 January 2015
SMILE
do you think thats true?
this world is so cruel
turn a blind eye
They say money makes the world go round
do you think thats true?
this world is so wrong
turn a blind eye
They say love is blind
do you think thats true?
this world is so confused
turn a blind eye
PATIENCE, MONEY, LOVE
starts within you.
Patience- everything has its own time don't rush things
Money- work hard it doesn't fall from trees
Love- comes when you least expect it too.
Therefore don't stop smilling rather die trying.
Wednesday 7 January 2015
happiness is free of charge
#teamhappiness
Monday 5 January 2015
Beyoncé ft. Nicki Minaj - Flawless (Live - On The Run Tour)
Beyoncé ft. Nicki Minaj - Flawless (Live - On The Run Tour)
2015 WITH THEMBELIHLE
Me
I started my 2015 with a smile...I'm happy with myself
I have joy in my heart
success is all in my head
relationships can wait
my life my rules
I'm a strong believer
RELATIONSHIP
Family is my number one priority
Making friends who aim high and with a vision
I love people and working for them
I love children I wouldn't mind being around them.
I'm a believer
HOBBIES
This I would like to try out a new sport like tennis
I jog most evenings
listen to good music
up all night with social networks
cooking for my family
singing even though I break windows
I dance well hahaha I think
Starting everything new.. moving on from the pass my happiness first...
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